Year 2024
Where am I now? Currently in my hometown, being a chronic MO here in ophthalmology.
And...life is as cozy as it can get here.
I think its been years since I read anything in this blog. Thankfully, its still standing, all the previous contents and pictures since my year in KYUEM, is surprisingly still here. Except the video.
Why am I not being active in posting in blog or facebook? Part of it because Im ashamed of myself. Of all my previous naivety, I guess. And because of how I changed to be a more 'negative' person, I would say. I mean, not being distorted psychologically or anything. It just I chose not to be the good guy anymore, in order to be able to live better. Being too kind, kind of halted my development. So, lets just leave it at that.
Again, Im really thankful that I can read everything again. All the moments in my life that I have forgotten, reminiscing old memories. Surprisingly, its really enjoyable to read.
Back to my life now, I rarely post in my personal facebook anymore, since I graduated. I had few hickups while studying in Ireland, but after finally completed my study and grad from trinity college of dublin, I started my job as houseman in Temerloh. It was hectic there, lot of stories, but was not able to documented it here, since it was tiring emotionally too.
One of the great achievement I did there, other than completing housemanship on time, was to have my own youtube channel. I built the channel when I was in final posting, emergency medicine. After 6 months, it got monetized. So much hard work put in 1 video. I remember sitting on the desk 24 hours, editing. Eventually I got around 12K subscribers, with >1million view, less than 1 year. Then I moved to my hometown, and actually stopped making more videos. I managed to make around 7-8 videos while in Temerloh, and thats it. The channel discussing heavy topics, but it has its controversy.
I have not posted any video for the past 3 years or more, so, it will probably gonna get demonetized soon. I have always wanted to make another video, but, with currently handling my 3 kids...sometimes I lost the energy needed to focus on the topics.
Well thats a bit on the update. Hopefully I will be back.
