Little confession of luv

Ok, I'm gonna say it.

You know what, I have been liking you for years. We are not like, literally together, but I think we are somehow, attracted to each other, it's like, we kept giving clues to each other because we don't talk to each other, obviously. Well, I will not talk to you in front of other people, just don't want my friends to talk behind my back, you know. I don't think this is some kind of random feeling, I know I am attracted to you, for various reasons, good and bad.

I am not liking you because of your.....physical appearing, well yes, you are beautiful and everything, you always are, even how bad the day is. I think other people thought the same too. I hope they will just shut their mouth, since I don't like to share this chemistry between us, with other people. Grrrrr.

But you know what, in certain days, there are times, people like me, guys, we really can't be too engrossed to thinking about you. There are days when we were burdened with problem, and in order to solve that problem, we have to eliminate you from our life for a moment, we rarely include you in our problem solving, because we, the guys, always are the mr fixer, we know what we have to do. Well, that's what I did. I think I need to refocus, and solve the problem I was having, and for that reason, I exclude you for a moment. But don't worry, I'm coming back, it's just natural thing. So, I hope you would understand. If you don't, I'll be sad, but I'll be fine eventually.

You know, most of the times, my heart will say, just go and be together. I can do that, just like that, no big deal. But, I'm also a man with principle, so my logic don't work like that. My logic says, I have to think for long term effect, so I need to be apart for a while. Between my heart and my logic, I go with logic. So, I left you, hopefully just for a moment, and hopefully, I'll be back with a new me.

During that problem solving period, I'm still hoping you will be waiting, just like what you always did, at the same spot as before. It's not what I like to do, but it's something that I have to.

Dear katil empuk, I love you

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